I’m lonely. I’ve been married for 16 years, we own a business (game store)where my husband basically lives but we don’t even have enough money to keep food in our fridge or our bills paid. I never have cash. Or a card. I don’t have the ability to pay for things. I’m too afraid to ask to buy anything because money is so tight. I want to go on a date. I think I want to cheat on my husband who has always been the person I love. The man I’ve raised my children with. But I am so damn lonely.