The good news is that I’m sick.  My gallbladder is in terrible shape, blood pressure was at stroke level, I have something wrong with my heart, so if I refuse treatment, I should die of natural causes.  The bad part is I would be leaving a two year old without a mother.  Would I really though?  My husband is a nice guy..  Women would want to marry him.  My other three kids are almost moved out of the house anyway.  It may just all work itself out by itself.