The good news is that I’m sick. My gallbladder is in terrible shape, blood pressure was at stroke level, I have something wrong with my heart, so if I refuse treatment, I should die of natural causes. The bad part is I would be leaving a two year old without a mother. Would I really though? My husband is a nice guy.. Women would want to marry him. My other three kids are almost moved out of the house anyway. It may just all work itself out by itself.